I came from a broken family...I was 9 when my Mom & Dad got seperated...It started first as a wonderful family that i thought it was,I guess thats whats really life is all about,Nothings permanent!
My mom left us with a promise that she will come to fix things with my dad...But instead she made a family of her own...bad thing in this country,there is no divorse! so she left dad hanging. Infairness to my dad he did a good job taking care of us,but we did'nt even realize that because of anger...I grew up letting only my friends into my life, I almost tried everything & as they say I lived life to the fullest! (but in vices)
Im 15 when i had my first tatoo, always having fun with my friends...but the I realize that friends are just there in good times...only your Famliy stays no matter what! I was 20 when i met this guy,he's a lot alike me...or i can say he's my Male version...like my past relationships,it was just for fun! No one ever thought he'll be my everything & so did I...whats the only difference between him & my ex's,He always planning of having a baby!
Until i got pregnant & gave birth at the age of 21 at year 2002...My family was so supportive that we really did'nt had a problem starting a family...but we never talked about marriage! I know every women dreams of having or celebrating their wedding in a speacial way,preparing for it & everything. But i guess Im different, I never imagine myself doing that. Maybe of the thought or the experience i had with my parents...but I guess not!
Im just being practical,wanted to save money for my kids than spending a lot in a wedding that will only be in 1 day, I can still get married even not wearing a Bridal Gown :) In fact, I did only wear a khaki jeans & a white blouse, that goes also for my husband to be! But we got married after 2 years of living together & we already had 2 kids then...& life started :)
